Thursday, June 27, 2013

Do you know this feeling ?

       
                                  

                                   




 You know when everything seems perfect and shiny, you know when you think that everythinng  will
be ok because you 're safe and when you 've been hit by the truth that says that :" all what u have , all what you 've been thinking about and all what belived in is just a dream " you feel like your world is falling ,  your fate in people is fading than you find yourself alone , got nothing but pain , anger , and a cold heart .

 That's how I feel right now , and it doesn't matter how much u try to say that everything will be just fine , you have only to be strong  , brave,  as u always be , no matter how many times you tried to convince yourself , it doesn't make u feel better ; but worse  because all the things that u belived in fight for are fake , silly , then it seems stuped until you find yourself broke like something needs to be fixed , then you start to hate the whole universe for that and blame people around you , you'll hate yourself  , your life  , and it ends by thinking of revange or death however it's the only way that makes you stop the time and kill the pain inside you , " a bloody end for your miserable life " do u really think that you were the only one on earth who was suffering , is that your last solution " bravo " misse or mister  for your ultimate incredible fighting , for your exeptional bravery is that all what you can do ?    I' m glad to tell you that this is " a chicken  goodbye "and not less than that.
     well , I'm not like that we all have teenage problemes in our life , but I'm not that week , I don't give up that easily , I'm stronger than I look, I say what I saw it right ,I 'm honest with people ,  with myself ;I'don't care about what they see in me , I'am like this because I'm comfortable with the way I'look  with the way I ' think and I' feel my LORD gives me freedom and no one ever can takes it from me , because it's in my blood , where I' came from  and I' mean by that my roots our people are wellknowen by "The amazigh" literally means " free men " so how come  I' can not be like them ?
   So I' ve got nothing to loose , I've got nothing to be afraid of ;as long as I'm true to myself as long as I'm I belive in my princpals ...as long as I have dream.

                    "only strong one who can face the life with a smile "


                                                           just my own theory . 




                                

Maukie

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